I'm sorry that it been about since months since my last post, just really didnt have anything that wasn't uper negative to talk about. Well might as well catch up Steven didnt last, oh well shit happens. Passed all my classes last semester but yet still on finacial aid probation, hey could be worse.
I took a road trip with Racheal to Jessie's, that was a blast. I had so much fun with my sister, dancing to crazy train while doing 80 on the interstate while passing cars tring to make them laugh is always a great time plus all the fast food we ate was amazing! I really miss you ya' know. All three of us went and visited you and you know i wanted to cry so much but i held it back, i didnt want my little or big sister to see me fall apart like that. i regert not expressing now ofcourse but i had to be strong plus i didnt feel like getting a headache, you know how that goes. Nothing has really been going on lately except i decided to get back in the dating circle( although i wasn't out of it for long 4 months). His name is Collin, hes a really sweet guy, could see it moving further but Im not clicking my heels together just yet, i deffinately will have my E-brake on this time. Its hard though i dont think putting up a wall i like being, for the lack of a better term" Balls Deep" whats so wrong with being in love with someone. But we will see how this goes Im not going to just fall over again although i already have im catching myself or tring to slow things down.
