Jan 11, 2012

Hey Mel,

I know I havent blogged in awhile but alot has happened in the last couple months. For one Steven finally came home! Not going to lie the first time i saw him it was like everything else vanished into thin air and all that was left was him and I. I drove all the way up to Bragg just to spend the night with him then work the next day! It was worth every yawn and 10 seconds naps in the corner at work! Then he came home home to SC we didnt see much of each other when he was first home which kinda freaked me out and I wondered there for a little while if our relationship was going down the tubes but When i told him i was planning on moving to missouri Ive seen him atleast everyother day! Its been pretty great to be honest and Mel the sex is great! I am still in disbelief on how perfect he is to me except he likes pancakes better than waffles which is very depressing

Another year has started off and so far its been great. My job is decent and i get paid pretty good. I started school and i think i should be able to handle it ok this time 3 class on tuesday and thursdays! Since im taking two over i hope to pass with an A. i dont want to fuck up like i did last semester, so i shall take this one seriously. Steven and I wont be moving in together until after this re-up of seres school which pisses me off because he leaves really soon for 2 months NO CONTACT! Mel Im going to die, i dont see how you could stand being away from chris but i must learn to deal with it because Hes making a career out of it! I hope i have enough strength to keep sane while hes gone. Everyones like youll get lonely and wanna wander to other men. But honey let me tell you something if i ever wandered away from this Man Id be the stupidest women on the face of this earth for one because i love him more than i love myself, I pray for me before i pray for me and hes always the first thing i think about when i wake up! I woke up this morning to his arms around it felt so nice! Like i was right where i was supposed to be, to bad it was on a rock solid floor and he stole all the covers from me so i was frezzing but it didnt ever matter!

Well i have to start getting ready for work now. Ill write again soon I promise because i know you want all the juicy details cant get to juicy on here though because others are reading and I dont really want them tooooo involved in my personal realtionships ya know.

Well Goodbye and Goodluck, Love you, Miss you

Becca