Intro

First blog, So I figured I would give an Intro type deal maybe to explain this crazy idea I devolped. My name is Becca. Im an 18 year old college student on her own ( COMPLETELY) i pay my own bills, live in my own house ( with a roomate ofcourse) and i wash my own panties so there. Im a full time college student and a fulltime employee for a 24 hour restraunt not sure if i can say there name so i wont. My sister Melissa was 29 when she commited Suicide on October 18,2010. She had bipolar disorder and minor split personality disorder. People often say oh your Bipolar but its real and it effects everyone not just the person that has it. Its far from a joke. One minute Id have my wonderful life loving sister then the next I wouldnt know how was standing infront oh me, not in the sense a literally different person with a different name like you see on T.V but like her attitude her total outlook on things would be completely different.I still haven't came to reality that she's really gone, that she really willing left this world. So I am begining a blog to help myself in a way talk to her, because its kinda' weird to talk to yourself while smoking a newport, listening to Jewel and building random shit (One of the last things me and my sister did together). So what the hell i thought "lets start a blog, a diary to me, a blog for the enjoyment of others but this is so much more to me, its a start... to move on. Have any questions feel free to ask. I will try to post a blog everyday and try to look at it as a conversation, no a Letter therefore not everything will be typed correctly, for purposes I am typing in dialect so the: Im's Ill's yall;s ya's kinda's will be staying and will be used frequently. Thanks for Reading :)

Becca.BehindTheLines